b.a.c.k. and quite screwed.

I'm back in Singapore and reality gave me such a tight slap on the face.
Failed to complete any studying - made some valiant attempts though.
So now, I have 3 days to salvage anything that is within my brain capacity - and willpower- to salvage. 3 freaking days. Make that 2 and a half.
208 and 223 on the same day. 202 the next day.
I will need some serious Red Bull help.

Penang was great: it still felt like home despite the changes.
My memory felt violated when I saw the new condo/mall being built ON the same grounds my school - International School of Penang (Uplands) - once stood on. It was quite depressing.
Our old apartment still stood there, and Nat! I saw your place and remembered all our Mee Goreng and overnight sessions and Regency where we had pool parties!
Bring me back to those carefree days please! =)
I parasailed, jetskiied, rode on a horse and pigged out to the max today.
I LOVE JETSKIING!!!
The adrenaline rush when you go on full speed and swerve left and right is like a drug - so addictive.

Ugh. I shouldn't be saying all this when I had all this fun at the expense of my revision.
I never thought I'd say this, but thank God for continuous assessments. At least they lighten the examination burden even by a bit.

It's easter tomorrow but I will go back to the island and mug my life away.
Last minute studying is what I've been doing all my student life- how different can this time be right?


I is bloody fat now it's ridiculous. I've stretched my stomach beyond it's usual capacity.
I swear that Char Kway Teow will be the death of me through clogging arteries.





Because deep down I know, I'll never mean as much.
Maybe that is why, I don't allow myself to fully trust.
So let's just maintain status quo.